January 2012
1 post
You know what? I’m not okay. My BEST friend lives 900 miles away from me, my other friends always bail on me; always, i have no clue where I am going to go for spring term of college, my mom doesn’t care to help, and I feel so alone right now. I’m not fine.
December 2011
11 posts
Whitey Durham: “The important thing is not to be bitter over life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won’t be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it’s only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble...
I didn’t only lose my dad. But I lost my mom too.
Sometimes it’s easier to say “nothing” than to explain.
I’m sick of being treated like the needy, annoying, irresponsible, “bad-driver”, unhelpful and whatever person my sister acts like i am. I’m actually more mature and thoughtful and responsible person. Every lately tells me this, why won’t my sister act like it too? Hate it.
“Deb: “How did we become so broken?”
Keith: “We fell in love, and at some...”
i hate growing up. i hate being an adult. i hate...
“There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The...”
“There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you...”
“If you could go back and change just one thing about your life, would you? and...”
I don’t want a friend to judge, to tell me that I’m messing up and what I think is wrong.
I want to be told that everything will be okay. That everything happens for a reason and that we all make mistakes. I need to be told that what my heart is telling me to do is right.
I’m restless. I’m lost. I’m confused. I’m terrified.
November 2011
3 posts
Parents weekend at my school, I wish my mom was...
October 2011
12 posts
Transferrrrrrr? Help....!
Sometimes I'm feeling emptiness that I don't wanna...
love love love
Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God. Romans 12:2
Why am i conforming to society?
Why do I care what I look like to other people? It’s what is in my heart and what I do for God that really matters. And I know it.
But I do care. I can’t help it.
I want to know who you are even if you’re falling apart. ’Cause it’s not enough, it’s not enough just to say that we’re okay. I need your hurt I need your pain it’s not love any other way. So let’s not pretend stop your parade trying to convince me that you’re alright and everything’s okay, do you even know me?
I already know who you are And...
September 2011
64 posts
Why do people always leave?
“Many of us don’t really know how beautiful that we really are. In the...”
Help.
Biggest fear? Not getting to say goodbye to people I care about and never seeing them again.
Small fear/problem because of this bigger fear? When people I value don’t say goodbye/goodnight/etc, I get a little apprehensive.
“It’s the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter.”
– Marlene Dietrich
“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we...”
My dad used to tell me... "If it won't matter in 5...
How did I get into college? I can't do this...
